His Thirty Years, My Nineteen Years

If your life lasted for thirty years, how would you choose to spend it? Do you plan your whole life from the moment you are born? In limited time, realize your own value? Or wasting his life in a house, just to relieve his inner uneasiness, soothe his injured heart and soul, and quietly wait for death to come. Fate had already arranged everything when it gave Lin Xin a disabled heart. Cruel, but realistic development. In the crowd, everyone will always exclude "others" Five years old is the age when children just begin to observe the world, and they always show innocent evil. Children are always curious about all aspects of the world. There is always an idea king among the children, who calls on everyone to play and explore together. Lin Xin, who is thin and frail, always leads everyone to make pranks, and naturally becomes the idea king. "Why are your lips purple?" "Yes, yes, it's different from us." "Did you steal some snacks? Lin Xin!" The Idea King was confused by a series of questions, so he had to habitually lead the topic elsewhere. "The grandma from the canteen is back, let's go eat popsicles together!" Lin Xin's appeal is very strong. Children are always forgetful and rush to the freezer. After a while, they form a circle, each picking their favorite flavors. Lin Xin was no exception. While eating vanilla-flavored popsicles, he wondered why his lips were different. The sun was setting, and the children had already gone home. The King of Ideas, who usually jumped home, was staring blankly at the sky at the entrance of the canteen. Until a familiar voice appears "Xin Xin, mom bought ribs today and will make sweet and sour pork ribs for you when she goes back!" Lin's mother came over with a vegetable basket and did not notice Lin Xin's worries. "Okay, Mom, let me help you carry some." He stretched out his little hand and naturally took part of the bag containing vegetables. The child who was originally chattering was unusually silent today. At the dining table, Lin Xin kept poking at the rice with chopsticks. The dishes he liked seemed to have lost his attraction. Lin's mother was about to speak, but was interrupted by Lin Xin's firm tone. "Mom, Dad, why are my lips purple?" Father and Mother Lin looked up at each other at the same time, exchanged glances, and then came back to their senses and realized that they had neglected their children. "Xinxin, mom and dad will take you to the hospital tomorrow and ask the hospital doctor to look at you, okay?" After getting the exact answer, Lin Xin nodded firmly, then ate the first piece of sweet and sour pork ribs, showed a satisfied smile, and said to Lin's mother with a smile. "Mom's cooking is the best!" Lin's mother was originally worried about Lin Xin, but when she heard the compliment, she immediately relaxed and touched his head with a smile. Life sometimes plays tricks on innocent people, but little did they know that going to the hospital this time was a mine that could explode at any time... This work is adapted from the author's own experience, and I want to make up for some regrets in this book. Intention: Love now, don't leave regrets, regrets are too late