"An Jingchuan suddenly stepped forward and hugged Jiang Qingyue. He leaned over with the smell of laundry detergent and sun-sun T-shirt, his chin brushed her forehead, and his breathing was unsteady; her chin hit the hollow of his shoulder, and her chest was so soft that it almost collapsed. - From this moment on, she realized: intimacy cannot replace the answer."
Jiang Qingyue, the person who folded her uneasiness into a list: the alarm clock, notes, wrong question books and procedures were her way of maintaining "stability"; An Jingchuan, the person who gave her the path and confidence, was ambiguous on the boundary, sweet and thorny at the same time; Shen Zhan, like a mirror, reminded her of the rules >guess and speak the sentence clearly first. The story starts from the campus and extends to her first entry into the school and educational institution in the same city: she learns to use the "give in and return to the main line" order in the classroom and in relationships; amidst the noise at home, the pressure of the workplace and the pull of intimacy, she goes from being "covered" to "being able to cover", and writes her name on the rules. The first part ends at the threshold of an opening: she no longer places her trust in others, but instead puts her trust in herself - the semicircle is not full, but she has learned to fill the line.
Intention: Get out of the original anxiety and practice standing up straight in the wind
