Live in the Last Days

The apocalypse is disgusting and life is painful. Lin Yutang couldn't find a reason to live. I don't want to live, but I don't have the courage to commit suicide, so I have to live shamelessly. *** What can I do to keep you? I give you the streets of poverty, the sunsets of despair, the moon of rundown suburbs. I give you the memory of a yellow rose I saw one evening many years before you were born. ——Borges Intention: To live in shameless life