[Marriage first, love later/Chasing wife crematorium]
When I was promised to my husband for the first time, I cried and begged him not to touch me.
After I was promised to my husband for the second time, I cried again because he really didn't want to touch me.
When I left, he cried. That was the first time I saw him cry, but I didn't want to cry anymore. I really wanted to leave.
[Third person perspective]
Intention: self-reliance