Us Whom No One Knows

[The text has been completed, please accept~] ——I haven't mentioned the word happiness so far. Food Guide Youth campus BE, a secret crush comes true and turns into ashes. Sunny on the surface, but actually cowardly and aggressive × gentle and sober, and gradually become heartbroken ——It is recommended to accompany it with the BGM "Your whims make me sad day after day"^. Introduction： The first time I met Jiang Chi was on the first day of school in my second year of high school. He is late. Jiang Chi chose the seat next to me. I found that he didn't have a textbook, so I pushed the book towards him. When he didn't come back from the second class, the English teacher asked me to go out and look for him. I went to look for him and saw him and a girl on the rooftop. To be honest, I wanted to leave at that time, but he stopped me. In the first week of school, he changed his dating partners five times. The reason for breaking up every time is the same - "I like good-looking things." But every one of his roles is beautiful. Ever since that incident on the rooftop, Jiang Chi and I had almost no interactions. They said, "There's a trouble coming from Class Three." Once I heard them say that Jiang Chi dated all the good-looking girls. The next second I heard my name being called, they said I was... Good looking. I don't like people calling me beautiful... But he is different. From that day on, I could feel Jiang Chi approaching me intentionally or unintentionally. In this way, we gradually became "friends". At least I thought so. Until that day, he saw me sorting out materials in the library with the school committee member of the next class. That girl and I have known each other since junior high school. We chatted for a few words, and she reached out and took off a piece of catkin from my hair. Jiang Chi stood behind the bookshelf, holding a book in his hand, and glanced over coldly. The next day, he made a new partner. It's a boy. It's good, I hope he can treat him well. But when I saw how close they were, I still felt jealous. On the day when the monthly exam notice came out, the class was in mourning. I also spoke to him. Later he told me that he and the boy were just friends. "Xu Wang." He said in my ear, "I love you." This is the first time in my life that I have heard this sentence. Jiang Chi told me, "Longevity and longevity." But I only found it ironic. Longevity and longevity do not belong to me. The twenty-seventh day of the twelfth lunar month is the fourteenth day of the second lunar month. My eighteenth birthday happened to be Valentine's Day. He bought me flowers, and what I didn't expect was that what he bought me were sunflowers. I asked him why he wanted to buy sunflowers, and he said: "Sunflowers will chase the sun - I want you to be loved upright." Later, we were still in the same class in the third grade of high school. The second semester of my senior year in high school is the past I least want to recall. Because before I took the college entrance examination, I was diagnosed with moderate depression and anxiety. He... Also broke up with me. No one knew when I was suffering from illness. Later, I didn't go to college. I disappeared from this world quietly, I don't know if anyone will remember me. No one knows whether I am alive or dead. They don't know my whereabouts either. —— Xu Wang couldn't wait for Jiang Chi. Intention: Secret love will have results, but it will not become a real fruit.