Dear Xiao Qi, you know, I have never missed you so much, but how should I face you now?
He must be that person, I was so sure when I saw him for the first time. He really looks like he walked out of your diary. He is very tall and straight, with broad shoulders and a warm embrace. Although he looks ordinary, he has a clean smile and bright eyes... But besides that, he is kind, brave, rational, and mature. His life is full of ideals and ambitions, and he always believes in the future and hope.
So I became jealous again. You know, I have been jealous of you since I was a child. So, whatever you like, whatever I like you, I will snatch from you, just like the toys of my childhood, Chen Mobei, there is still a future and a future... I have forgotten the mistakes I made because of my jealousy, and the hurt you suffered because of me. I am like a crazy invader, always expanding into your world, selfishly taking it for myself, and then looking like I can never be satisfied.
But, my dearest Xiao Qi. If he hadn't mistook me for you; if I hadn't understood his sincerity that he would never compromise on you; if I hadn't seen him working so hard just to see you smile happily; I wouldn't have believed that love in this world could be so pure and without impurities. However, when I finally understood all this, I discovered that I was so despicable and stupid!
Now, I give everything back to you.
I just want you to get better...
——Xia Wei's Diary