"Despair and Redemption"
In the summer when he was sixteen, Wang Xingmian's world collapsed with the unexpected death of his grandparents. The numbers on the college entrance examination countdown card are decreasing day by day, hanging above my head like a reminder, while the two strangers named "parents" on the household registration book only bring cold compensation and more bone-chilling indifference.
She was wrapped in transparent cicada wings, counting the cracks in the ceiling in an empty room, using pain to fight against the overwhelming despair. Until that afternoon when a basketball hit her back - Lin Yang, a young man in a red sportswear, crashed into her gray world with the warmth of the sun, like a pebble thrown into stagnant water, causing ripples called "redemption".
They agreed to go to Shanghai together to watch the lights of the Oriental Pearl Tower and let their grandparents see their smiling faces in the sky. But fate always plays tricks, and the one-point gap has become an insurmountable gap between her and her dream university.
The wind in Shanghai finally blew their figures. But in the light and shadow of the ivory tower, the once-hot promise gradually cooled down. When the cracks of betrayal creep up on the seemingly solid relationship, Wang Xingmian realizes that some redemptions are destined to be short-lived.
She stood up again from the ruins, put on a white coat, and became a psychiatrist, trying to sew up those souls that were as broken as hers. Many years later, she returned to her alma mater and met Wang Jiao again in the infirmary who had given her a warm hug.
This time, what she held was a pair of hands that had also experienced the cold winter. From the abyss of despair to self-salvation, from the longing for love to the redefinition of true love, Wang Xingmian's story is about how to bloom on the ruins and how to find your own light in the darkness.
Note: This is adapted from the real feelings of depressed patients and has no adverse effects. The author just wants everyone to know more about and pay attention to social depression and bring them warmth. The book has a happy ending, allowing us to resist depression together. I hope the world will never be depressed.
Concept: Reality enters the novel