Twin
双生
by Qilinjian (栖林涧)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 5k Words
- Chapters
- 7
- Genre
- Danmei (BL)
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
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Synopsis
Twin brothers Jiang Yan (older brother, reserved and tolerant) and Jiang Heng (younger brother, sensitive and dependent) saw their parents divorce when they were five years old due to domestic violence by their father. Their mother disappeared and lost contact with them. Since then, they have lived with their alcoholic and emotionally out-of-control father. The two brothers formed a tacit understanding - Jiang Yan was precocious, took care of the housework, blocked his father's beatings and scoldings, and secretly saved money; Jiang Heng relied on his brother and used silence and observation to reduce conflicts. The only warmth the two had came from each other. They would huddle on the same small bed at night, share hidden snacks, and agree to "must leave here in the future." - Turning point: After graduating from junior high school, his father was detained for being drunk and causing trouble. Relatives were unwilling to take over. The brothers relied on the money they had saved over the years and school subsidies to barely scrape together high school tuition. When they received the notice to live on campus, Jiang Yan became jealous in front of Jiang Heng for the first time. After being promoted to Pujiang No. 4 Middle School, living on campus allowed them to escape from their father's shadow for the first time. Jiang Yan deliberately kept a distance, fearing that the "abnormal" relationship would be discovered; Jiang Heng, however, habitually clung to his brother. He was inseparable in the dormitory, classroom, and canteen, and was teased by his classmates as "Siamese twins." Under the pressure of their senior year in high school, the two secretly embraced each other on the rooftop. Without explicitly confessing to each other, they acquiesced that each other was the only salvation. Graduation and separation: After the college entrance examination, Jiang Yan deliberately applied for a university in the north in order to "let his brother go further." Jiang Heng filled out his application for the south. When they parted, they hugged silently at the station. Jiang Yan said, "Waiting for you to graduate." Jiang Heng held the corners of his clothes and said nothing. The distance and deliberate restraint make contact less frequent. Jiang Yan works hard during his work-study program and deliberately avoids topics about "home" and "the past"; Jiang Heng tries hard to adapt to the new environment, but always stares at group photos in a daze late at night, and occasionally sends brief replies to Jiang Yan's messages. In the past four years, Jiang Yan became more silent and tough, but was stunned when he saw the similar twins; Jiang Heng tried to make new friends, but found that no one could understand the shadows in his eyes like his brother. Both of them are facing childhood trauma alone, and they gradually understand that it is not the other person who is escaping, but the feelings they dare not admit. Jiang Yan returned to work in his hometown city and bumped into Jiang Heng at an alumni meeting - he was taller than in high school, with less dependence and more determination in his eyes. The moment they looked into each other's eyes, all restraint fell apart. Jiang Heng followed Jiang Yan back to the small house he rented. At night, he finally asked the question he had been asking for many years: "Brother, were you hiding from me on purpose?" Jiang Yan was silent for a long time and said, "I'm afraid we won't be able to escape the shadow of that home, and even more afraid... We shouldn't be like this." Jiang Heng hugged him: "But we have never had anything but each other." The two decided to live together and slowly heal the scars of the past. Jiang Yan is no longer nervous, and will smile and listen to Jiang Heng's interesting stories about work; Jiang Heng is no longer timid, and will take the initiative to hold his brother's hand and walk in the sunshine. They moved into a house far away from their father's residence. There were two pots of green plants on the balcony, just like the hope they had secretly planted back then - this time, they finally became each other's only and inseparable family. Intention: from symbiosis to cautious temptation, to staying together after breaking out of the cocoon, emphasizing dependence and redemption under trauma, as well as the destined bond between twins that transcends family ties.