It was only after his death that I was shocked to realize my deep love. In order to see him again, I indulged in the hallucinogenic drug "Rejuvenate Incense". The pain of withdrawal was like a gangrene on the bones, but he in the hallucination became the only solace. Even though he knew it was false, he was still willing to be swallowed by pain, chewing on this belated and desperate infatuation in the sober madness.
Intention: Belated love and eternal regret
