Protagonist 1: Jiang Yue｜Non-mainstream lesbian
The non-mainstream we are talking about here is not the non-mainstream with a killer hairdo and posting "look up at the sky at 45° and let the tears flow into my heart" in the pornographic space.
The non-mainstream here means that Jiang Yue does not look like what people expect of a lesbian at all. Apart from being highly educated, nothing else conforms to society's stereotype of lesbians. He wears sweatshirts and jeans all the time, and his black hair always stays at the collarbone. When it gets in the way, it is tied into a ponytail, making him look very relaxed.
Jiang Yue has almost no obsession and doesn't know what he wants. She is best at going with the flow, but her advantage is that she can detect the direction of the flow in time. If she is slightly biased, she will go against the flow in time, which gives people a feeling of not following the flow and being quite independent.
Zhu Yu is the mainstream that Jiang Yue has been chasing for four years in college. She sensed the danger early and should have swam back early, but she couldn't help but let herself follow Zhu Yu wholeheartedly, at the expense of her own dignity and freedom. When she finally decided to pull away, as expected, a large hole was ripped out of her heart, which is still dripping with blood.
Protagonist 2: Zhu Yu｜Jiang Yue's first love
This girl has short hair, is tall, has delicate features, is confident and youthful, and has charmed countless schoolmates and people in society.
It's just that this person has sunshine depression, and he often hurts those around him during his depression.
She knew how harmful she was and always hid when she had an attack and digested it silently.
After she went to college, she met Jiang Yue. Jiang Yue would find her hiding place without any scruples, bear her tears and cry like a masochist.
She looked at Jiang Yue's sad expression and thought: Maybe this person loves me.
Zhu Yu soon got a girlfriend, and Jiang Yue quietly moved away.
Zhu Yu broke up with his girlfriend, and Jiang Yue approached her again. He would still look for her in the dark night and help her wipe away her tears.
Zhu Yu thought to himself: This person really still loves me.
Zhu Yu has a new girlfriend. Jiang Yue walked away again.
Zhu Yu broke up with his new girlfriend, and Jiang Yue quietly approached her again.
Zhu Yu thought to himself: This person really can't live without me.
Suddenly one day this person went very far. Zhu Yu was a little scared, but she didn't chase him after all. She was sure that this person would always come back to her.
Jiang Yue never came back.
Intent: An epic for ordinary people, everyone's life is worth living. Allow someone to grow slowly.