My name is Gu Cihe.
They said that I almost killed someone, but Jiang Shi was the only one not afraid of me.
He gave me candy, fended off rumors for me, and held my hand tightly during evening study during the blackout.
I thought I could finally stop being alone.
But grandma's illness requires a lot of money.
Mom suddenly showed up and made me an offer I couldn't refuse.
I left Jiang Shi and went to a very far place.
When I came back, my home was gone, my grandma was gone, and my best friend was gone.
I lost everything important.
Jiang Shi is still looking for me.
But I know we can never go back.
Some choices, once made, can never be looked back.
Just like that winter, I let go of his hand.
I also loosened the thread that was the only thing holding me.
Concept: self-destruction in desperate circumstances.