For thousands of years, you have been a "person".
You don't know "who" you are.
You carry your memory with you, over and over again, into the circulation of time. You go down the river and there is still no sign of closing the circle.
You plunge into the mortal world over and over again, and come back confused again and again, only to be thrown into that seemingly endless river again.
In the end, is there an end?
What on earth do you want me to do?
What on earth am I going to do?
In so many of your past lives, you were no different from ordinary people.
Your thousands of reincarnations have enlightened your wisdom.
Let you transform from chaos into turmoil, and then wake up in the turmoil to struggle and desire,
You begin to want to be yourself and become a real life, a real "you". But you still don't know what exactly you should be pursuing.
What is meaningful? You have never thought clearly, never seen what the "real you" looks like.
But you desperately feel that this is important.
At the same time, you are like a plant, which blossoms and bears fruit and then withers away. This seed is thrown back into the river of time, and you return to, or arrive at, the starting point.
What is chaos? Why does Laozi advocate inaction?
"Consciousness of life" and "positive nihilism" (mainly the author's personal thoughts, and the purpose of posting this article is to record his own thinking and the process of thought changes. If we meet by chance, I hope you will smile.)
Intention: Recognize the nihility of life, how to love your life passionately?