(The article is under revision. If you are interested, you can check back in a few days. I will release the first twenty chapters in the next two days. Because I was not satisfied with the writing before and polished the characters and plot, the article is now incomplete. I am very sorry for this, which has caused trouble to the readers who have collected it.)
Poor self-esteem and lack of love (Xu An)
Xu An, who is sensitive and has low self-esteem, fell in love with An Xu at first sight. Xu An finally fell completely under the other party's teasing and teasing intentionally or unintentionally. This fall lasted for four years.
After a brief period of love, Xu An discovered that An Xu's attitude towards him was always hot and cold, which made Xu An, who was already lacking in love, even more worried about gains and losses.
The other party's attitude made Xu An's mental state more and more worrying, until Xu An overheard a piece of news that was enough to make him suffer a mental breakdown - An Xu only regarded himself as a lover.
He regarded An Xu as his object, and An Xu regarded himself as his lover. This incident was the last straw that broke Xu An's psychological defense. Xu An left heartbroken. After a series of subsequent changes, Xu An's spirit finally collapsed, and he disappeared into everyone's world.
An Xu searched for Xu An all over the world. When the two met again, An Xu looked at the skinny and withered Xu An, and An Xu regretted it. He thought that as long as he sincerely repented and was willing to treat Xu An well, he would definitely forgive himself according to Xu An's character, but in the end he only waited until the news of Xu An's suicide. . .
It's a piece of writing that has no logic and is written with joy. Please avoid lightning on your own (=^▽^=)
HE 1v1 (double clean)
Intention: Love means being sober and sinking, but also getting out in time