Knowing but Not Understanding

Quiet, beautiful, and spotless are not synonymous with her life. When I was in college, Shi Yi was a beauty in the eyes of teachers and a crush in the eyes of students. In midsummer, the sunshine was particularly dazzling at that moment. He was confident, fearless, and an existence that was elusive and unattainable. As for her, she had low self-esteem, was weak, and couldn't even find a good adjective for her. Their lives were supposed to be two parallel lines, separated by the vast ocean, never intersecting. They never thought that they would get closer and closer in the future. One night later, it was raining heavily, and the clear raindrops hit Xu Zhiyi's face unceremoniously, but her eyes were surprisingly cold. Shi Yi walked towards her with an umbrella, silently tilting the umbrella towards her. "Xu Zhiyi, do you want to come with me?" Shi Yi tentatively took her hand, and then held it tightly. Xu Zhiyi did not resist, and was held tightly by Shi Yi. The warmth in his hand spread all the way to her whole body. Xu Zhiyi's eyes moved, and his voice was soft: "Where to go?" "Secret" Shi Yi is mysterious and unpredictable, with a smile on his face, like a ray of light in the cold winter. That night, not to mention how unrestrained Xu Zhiyi was, the heavy rain fell on her body, soaking her clothes, and she didn't care at all. Xu Zhiyi couldn't tell whether it was her heartbeat or the panic of falling from high altitude. She only remembered that that night Shi Yi was wearing fresh clothes and angry horses, and her bohemian smile made her feel a little jealous. But Shi Yi only remembered Xu Zhiyi's screams in his ears, but he could also hear faint cries. His heart twitched, and then she couldn't help hugging him. Shi Yi knew that it was due to emotion, but he felt distressed for no reason. "Classmate Xu, there are still problems with your plan." Faced with Shi Yi's various trouble-making, Xu Zhiyi was a little impatient. When she looked over, the small lamp on the table had been turned on at some point. What caught her eyes were the hands with clearly visible joints that glowed. The silver rings on the index fingers complemented each other and danced with the light. It looked tempting. By the time she realized what she was doing, those hands had already touched them. "There are indeed some problems." Xu Zhiyi withdrew his hand and nodded. "Really~" Shi Yi's voice was low, his seductive color was fully displayed, and his smile did not diminish at all. Shi Yi was idly tugging on his collar, leaning back on the chair, his whole posture was enchanting and full of sexual tension. At the gala that day, Xu Zhiyi returned to the backstage. Shi Yi stood in front of her holding a bouquet of flowers. His tone was unhurried and his expression was shining, as if he expected that she would win the first place: "Xu Zhiyi, just walk higher and I will follow your pace." The stars should shine brightly in the night sky, fearlessly and confidently. Intention: fearless, confident and public