This novel, or rather a very long story, is something I wanted to write a long time ago, but I always gave up halfway because at that time, I was not old enough to write it to the end of the story. After growing up, meeting many, many people, experiencing many, many things, and thinking about many, many issues, I think I can finally write it out completely.
Therefore, this novel is just a story about "me". It is a character pieced together by the people I met, an event combined with what I have experienced, and the emotions revealed by the questions I think about.
This is just the murmur of a person like me in the past.
Therefore, no matter under what circumstances you read this book, no matter what feelings you had when reading it, or no matter what your evaluation of this book is after reading it, whether you like it, hate it, or have no feelings about it, I am grateful.
Thank you for reading my work.
Thank you for listening to me.
Intention: Human beings need to live and practice in a real way, where fate is impermanent and vivid. Everyone is struggling in life. It brings laughter and pain. There is no logic, reason or script, but it is the only real thing.