Kill That Black Swan

(Pps: A revised version is being written and will be released this year - August 2026) (ps: One hundred thousand words, it will be re-expanded into a more complete story in the future, and the copy will be updated in March 2026) The scar on her arm has been hidden for ten years. When she was eight years old, Mu Yusheng ran to the lonely girl in the corner, thinking that she was just doing what a "good boy" should do. She didn't know that this man named He Zhen would become the only light in her life from now on. Little did she know that in her sophomore year of high school, she would extinguish this light with her own hands - leaving only the words "I'm sorry" and then disappear. Three years later, He Zhen found her. No questions, no tears, just a co-tenancy agreement calmly handed over and said: "Just treat it as a welcome gift to new classmates." But Mu Yusheng knew that she wanted more than an explanation. She was waiting for an answer. Mu Yusheng, on the other hand, didn't even dare to look into her eyes. Until one day, those scars that had been hidden for ten years were exposed in front of friends. He Zhen finally understood what the girl who stood in front of her had been enduring alone all these years. This is a story about "being seen". About how two scarred people learn to love themselves in each other's eyes. A story that seriously deals with psychological issues, exploring the logic behind actions. One sentence summary: She controls because she is afraid of being abandoned again. She ran away because she felt she didn't deserve to be loved. Snippet: He Zhen looked at the towering buildings on the city's outline under the darkening sky in the distance, and suddenly spoke in a very soft voice: "Just now... Were you afraid that we wouldn't win the prize?" Mu Yusheng was silent for a moment, and the cold wind blew the broken hair on her forehead. She turned her head and looked into He Zhen's deep eyes, with her little figure reflected in them. "I'm afraid." She answered honestly, her voice floating in the wind. He Zhen didn't look away, with silent questioning and waiting. Mu Yusheng met her gaze and slightly moved the corner of his mouth. It was a very shallow but extremely real arc. She turned back, looked at the leaden sky pregnant with spring, and said softly: "But I'm not so scared anymore." Yes, she will still be afraid of failure and imperfection. But this fear can no longer drag her into the abyss of self-destruction. Because she knew that no matter what the outcome was, there would always be a gaze in the audience that would penetrate the hustle and bustle and fall steadily on her; there would always be a pair of hands that would hold her firmly when she was shaking. Lightning protection point 1. It contains detailed psychological logic and descriptions of traumatic behaviors. Readers with high empathy should watch with caution; 2. There was a lot of pressure in the early stage, but it started to change in the later stage; 3. It hurts, but it's worth it. Daily update to completion, 100,000 words. Before spring comes, kill the black swan called trauma. Intention: To escape from unsolvable problems and move forward side by side on the ruins.