Everyone in the company said that Manager Gu was Mr. Zhou's employee.
She was absent from work for three days, never asked about the work of her subordinates, spent a lot of money on food and clothing, and frequently visited her boss's office.
I think so too.
The day I first met her in a bar was like a dream. In a dark corner, a tall woman wearing bright clothes was getting drunk one cup after another. I was stunned. Although she had such a beautiful face, her expression at that moment seemed to be asking for help. Even when she raised her head and met my eyes, I didn't even notice.
She said, "Come have a drink with me."
The red lips opened and closed, as if they were bewitched. I just followed her home.
Later, I could always feel the different sight. She delivered coffee openly in the company, and suddenly appeared late at night when I was working overtime. Sometimes she just sent messages as if to avoid suspicion, and sometimes she disappeared for months. In short, I have never been involved in her life.
"How can you be so sensible?"
She would rest her forehead on my shoulder on the hotel bed and complain softly.
I know I'm not that affectionate. Maybe it's a little peace, maybe it's just an escape from something heavy. It doesn't matter if the person I met that day wasn't her.
I am indeed very sensible.
He was so sensible that when he saw her coming out of the lounge with a slap mark, he just turned around and left silently.
It was the first snow in Nanjing that day. She was wearing a brown trench coat, and her eyes were slightly red under light makeup. Under the streetlight, we just hugged each other stiffly.
She asked, "You want to know why?"
In my memory, I have never seen her cry, but my heart was rarely touched. It was the first time I felt so indifferent.
Or maybe you're just afraid of the hard answer.
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It has been eight years since she left. In the years that have passed by, I have come into contact with all kinds of people, and I have tried to negotiate with some of them on a deeper level, but all ended in failure.
Her figure has long been blurred, but her ghost lingers and occupies all my imagination about love. The longer time passed, the more clearly I realized that there was a deeper resentment brewing in that superficial encounter.
Gu Huaizhou. Can you guess what I'm waiting for?
Even I couldn't guess it myself.
I don't know why such a person has any need to be nostalgic, and I don't know what exactly makes me feel sad.
I would rather never have met you.
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Intention: Two stubborn ordinary people, neither of them dares to take that step first