Her secret love was a one-man war from beginning to end. There is no excitement, no bloody plot, only silent joy and long regret, like a glass of water with ice, slowly melting, and finally only a piece of ice is left.
And Zuo Yi probably didn't know from the beginning to the end that there was once a girl who had been in love with him so humbly and persistently for his whole youth.
Intention: abuse