The whispers about the pain of longing can be regarded as a text, which has two representational symbols; raising hands and opening arms [1]: raising hands, because I want to touch me in an orderly manner; opening arms, because I want to embrace me in an orderly manner. One is desire, the other is pity, but order always stands higher. My hands raised in desire can never reach the state of orderly longing - thin affection, great love.
Youlian doesn't love me, but he protects all living beings; Youlian is ruthless and unrighteous, but his love knows no bounds.
[1] The above original text is adapted from "Lover's Discourse" by Roland Barthes
[Unrequited Love + Two Gods + Pure Love + Narcissus]
Rebellion, infatuation, disorder x coolness, indifference, orderliness
Volume One: The Absent One
At the beginning of my life, I fell in love with the God's Mansion that I first saw. He is dazzling, noble, philanthropic, and great... But he always has two faces for me and for mankind.
Volume 2: Are you Lost?
Why did the two halves of the Creator's soul evolve into such diverse selves? Speaking of freedom, we are all bound birds, trapped in a cage, yearning for the endless sky.
Can you still love me after crossing all taboos without looking back?
Demining:
Mutual attack means that in theory anyone can be the attacker, but they don't have this function, so it's just a theory.
The disordered single arrow is very thick, and it is suspected of sticking a hot face to a cold butt.
Both order and disorder are gods. They are different species from humans and have different thinking patterns. Therefore, disorder has no morality.
Intention: know how to cherish