Waiting for You to Land

I, Guoqi, have been traveling around the world for seventeen years, and on the day of the reexamination, I finally had the possibility of dying. I made it myself, and everyone celebrated it with great joy. If I had not had the money, I would have appointed a white table. After a stomach attack, I gave in again. It's so embarrassing to die like this. I don't mean that I have to die decently, I just want to die in a handsome way. Euthanasia is expensive. It's faster to deal with it yourself. In order to let the bullets fly for a while, I decided to take the summer vacation after my senior year of high school, which is of great significance to a certain extent. I have a bucket list before I die. I probably want to do anything that is not illegal. There are many things in the diary, and there is also a person I like. His name is Lu Zechen. Why do you like it? Handsome, good grades, strong background, and popular. When I went to check, I was always accused of committing crimes and stuffing love letters. Whatever I lack, he has. But facts aside, I'm not bad either. A very superficial liking? Right. It's not like I really have a crush on him. The relationship between me and him may be the foundation of the first year of high school, the watershed of the second year of high school, the third year of high school... And so on have not passed yet. I have a plan. I decided to sublimate my relationship with him, work hard to complete the unresolved relationship between humans and ghosts, and let him live alone in the world worse than death. Anyway, I just try to make him fall in love with me. "Guo Qi, can you give me a chance to kiss you?" "You like me?" Oh, it turns out that Lu Zechen had been planning this for a long time. I shouldn't have played the confession game. "Bend me before you die and make my life worse than death?" "Yes, or you will die for me." To be honest, I suffer from depression and anxiety, both of which are not serious. Falling in love didn't make me wiser, but it made me want to live a good life. Unfortunately, when I went back to the hospital for another check-up, my condition developed unexpectedly. King of Hell, your life and death delivery has expired. I don't want it now. I would like to complain and leave a negative review, thank you. Fortunately, I survived. — "I love you, so do I." No, you lied to me. Well, this time it's true. I'm here, waiting for you to land. Gentle and caring x cold and selfish They all have a slightly venomous tongue and talk a lot. Pseudo redemption, true self-healing, suffering from false secret love in the early stage, attacking real secret love first person perspective The story of poking the window paper together and seeing the world from a different angle —— Except for the personality, everything can change Daily journal, write whatever comes to mind Intention: Live towards death and cherish the present