[Double female academic masters × love freedom, have a passionate temperament but are silently protective and have a crush on A × gentle and sensible in appearance, free and uninhibited in heart 0]
The year when I loved her the most, I resolutely returned to China and went to her side at all costs.
I have never been afraid of any unconventional judgments, but as we grew from children to adults, I began to understand that those opinions would hurt her. She just needs to live a happy and stable life, rather than wandering around with me.
At that time, you and I were just classmates in the next class.
I remember in high school, in order to get to know you better, I would ask people in your class to help bring you milk tea cup after cup.
I remember one night when I was studying in my freshman year, I checked my phone and saw an earthquake where you were. For the first time in my life, I called someone like crazy.
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Fifteen years ago, I was afraid that you would understand my feelings, so I quietly became your friend and accompanied you to the library to read books again and again.
Ten years ago, I hope you know my feelings. I took the high-speed train from Shanghai to Beijing again and again, and I still put the pile of high-speed train tickets in an iron box.
Seven years ago, you seemed to know my heart, and you finally do. So I work hard in the high-rise buildings in Shanghai, hoping to use my success to make you not afraid of how the world sees us.
Five years ago, we no longer even had contact information.
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Until today, you are married, I wish you a happy wedding.
Intention: We all have a life to fight for, and no one is anyone else's vassal. I love you very much, but we can go different ways.