Key tags
# secret illness #BEesthetics #awake and sinking #psychological dependence #YouthPain
---
Reader warning
Unconventional sweet pet｜No redemption ending
The female protagonist's morbid obsession | The male protagonist is gentle and cruel
Lin Wu knew that Shen Zhou would never like her.
He was like a beam of light that accidentally shined into her darkest moment, stitching together her broken breath with the words "I am." But when he pulled away and left only the words "You have to learn to get better on your own", she understood——
She was never his exception, just one of the tens of millions of people he saved casually."
"The psychiatrist said that all I love is the illusion of redemption. "
But she would rather indulge in this self-deceptive secret love than admit it——
**He never really existed. **
The ultimate pain of "I love you, but it has nothing to do with you"
"It's not him who can't quit, but myself who needs him.
-Dreams and reality intertwined, blurred faces, heartbeats at three o'clock in the morning
- Accepted psychological treatment, but refused to "recover" - because forgetting him would be equivalent to killing his former self
- Dreams and reality are repeatedly torn apart, and finally learn to "coexist with obsession"
- Ultimate BE: She will still think of him, but no longer expect a response. No more contact with him, but the dream continues - because some scars do not need to be completely healed
Intent: The paradox of addictive dependence, exploring how modern people disguise emotional dependence as "love"