Late at night, high in the sky, and quiet at this moment, I thought about how you said that after eight years of knowing each other, we ended up in such a helpless ending. I said there was no way, my temper would still turn your table over, but many years of steadfast love prompted me to ask you if you could forgive me. People are very contradictory animals. They are firm to you, but they are also arrogant and lustful. You said that you are in my Youth is irreplaceable. You never thought of meeting me in a life of self-restraint and propriety. That is why I keep looking back. My frivolity, indulgence, willfulness, and wantonness are matched with your caution, pride, rationality, and decency. I should feel honored that someone like you compromises and deals with me, but I am always aloof. This is the sadness that makes me trapped in a siege.
To Zheng Ying
Intention: emotion, regret, be