Psychologically calm, rational and gentle in the early stage VS pitiful in the early stage and highly intelligent and abstinent in the later stage
Cultivation is about love. If you are in love, you should only be gentle with the recipient, and if you are not in love, you should be abstinent.
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Xia Zhijing died young. When he woke up, he was back in middle school.
She saw a girl as skinny as a bamboo pole, sitting on a chair and shaking. Her menstruation was out of control, and her blood was dripping all over the stool. She was being laughed at by the whole class.
The girl's face was buried very low, and her face was as white as transparent.
Xia Zhijing no longer remembers her name, but even after many years, she has never forgotten that the girl's eyes were so dark and shiny. She once glanced at her inadvertently and always thought of her in her dreams.
In her previous life, girls suffered humiliation silently in countless corners, and finally disappeared from the world quietly.
And she, obviously aware of it a long time ago, did nothing.
Xia Zhijing stood up suddenly, but took too many steps and fell down.
Only then did she remember that at this time, she was still a little chubby, the kind who couldn't take two steps until she was out of breath.
The scene was embarrassingly funny at one point.
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Lin Chubai never takes the initiative to look at others because she thinks those people are scary.
Until that day, a pool of red appeared under the chair, and everyone's eyes were fixed on her. She sat numbly in her position without saying a word.
Suddenly there was a loud noise, and those eyes turned away from her. She raised her eyes and took the initiative to look at someone for the first time.
The little fat man stood up with his arms and legs spread out, and his sharp eyes swept around, but because of his round face, he was not intimidating at all.
That night, the little chubby guy appeared at her door.
Drenched to the skin and extremely embarrassed, she invited her in by some strange coincidence, saying she was passing by to take shelter from the rain.
Then, from that day on, Xiaopangdun brought her delicious food in various ways, and often went to her house to help her.
Shower gel on the bedside, laundry soap in the basin, mint-flavored toothpaste... And sanitary napkins she couldn't afford...
He also helped her get glasses, pulled her to run, and urged her to study.
Later, the little chubby boy changed, his face became thinner, his belly lost the soft flesh, and his heart became very hard. He no longer hugged her or coaxed her to sleep.
But he still encouraged her to study and pay attention to her health until she became her ideal self step by step.
One day, a mutual friend asked her: "Could she be your mother?"
Lin Chubai thought for a while, lowered his head and smiled, without denying it.
No, she is the one who is beyond my reach, who I will always pursue, and who I love like my bones.
Purpose: Women helping each other
