Summer Secret

In this summer when cicadas are chirping all over the sky, the summer evening wind rushes over my free soul, quietly covering up the secret of my youth. That day, there was a major seat adjustment in the class, and Yu Yin accidentally moved to the first row, the corner near the door. She looked up at the seating chart next to her name. Unfortunately, a very noisy person was sitting next to her. "No, my baby is so well-behaved. You can't spoil her when you sit together." Yu Yin felt uncomfortable sitting at the same table the past few days. This was only discovered later when Yu Yin and her deskmate could really talk. It turned out that they had misunderstood her so much. How did she look like a good girl? Did she not play games (because she couldn't play)? Did she never be late (because Xia Zhihan did not give up and abandon her as a human alarm clock)? Did she never gossip about homework (whenever she did homework, she always regarded herself as the female president of the company, shrewd and capable, the perfect ideal type) Yu Yin's deskmate: Thank you. Then where did the discomfort I felt in the first few days go? —————————————————————————— —————————————————————————— There are always the least number of people studying in self-study on Wednesday night, except for Sundays, but except for the school's mandatory return to school on Sundays. Fang Zhengyang watched the sky change from bright blue to orange, from orange to orange-red, and then from orange-red to pink-purple. There was no color at all, and his eyes just shifted to the hard-working face of his deskmate. He had been watching a lot recently, and found that Yu Yin was fine without a pen. As long as she took the pen and wrote for a long time, her head became more and more tilted, until most of her face was almost in his sight, and his eyes were about to cover her entire width. It was Yu Yin who was uncomfortable being looked at by him, so he could only respond with wide eyes. Fang Zhengyang didn't know anything about almond eyes, red phoenix eyes, peach blossom eyes, but he thought Yu Yin's eyes looked like a small fish, the kind of fish whose head and tail gradually become thinner and narrower, but with a round belly. He thought that when she smiled, the fish's tail would definitely rise up. —————————————————————————— I seem to be a little strange, why on the way to school I am not as homesick as before and want to take a vacation. It is so awkward. I don't want to sit with him but I want to sit with him. He is so annoying, but it is so interesting. How can I face this heart. Note: Our Yu Yin is the kind of little girl who is somewhat traditional. She feels that it is not too late to start talking about other things after she has learned a lot. She is also a little arrogant. She doesn't want to admit her liking because she doesn't want her liking to be too obvious or too public, and she doesn't want to do it when she should be studying. She is a very naughty and sensitive little girl who has poured out too many emotions, and has never experienced this herself. She should not appear so obvious to outsiders, but this is also caused by her young age and heavy studies, which makes her unable to make appropriate judgments to respond to her inner feelings. This article is adapted from real events and written by the author's own understanding. I just want to write about my true feelings at that time, hoping to face my own heart, understand myself more, love myself, be myself, and feel the sincere and beautiful feelings in the world, whether it is family, love, friendship or anything else. This is what I want to convey in the title, to explore inwardly. All the characters in this article are more or less lacking, but this is the true emotion I want to convey. It should not be too long. I hope you will bear with me. If you have any questions, you can leave a message to me. I will read it carefully one by one. I hope you all like it. Intention: Face yourself squarely and seek within yourself