My name is Su Yao and I have terminal gastric cancer. This diary records the last four months of my life.
I have a younger brother, his name is Liu Yu, who is also my lover. He is very good and won the top spot in the college entrance examination. His university is the Department of Physics of Zhejiang University.
I died for him, it was worth it, I have no regrets.
I hate him and I love him.
Intention: Whether it is my brother or my lover, they are all worthy of my all-consuming love.