Three Years and Three Years? !

I have been dependent on my grandfather since I was a child and was admitted to the attached middle school. On the first day of school, I was unfortunately injured: Roommate: "? You drink four bowls of free porridge for breakfast?" Classmate: "? Are your pirated shoes glued?" The classmate I like: "? Is this plateau red on your face?" During the day, I pretended to be strong and the clouds were calm and the wind was gentle; at night, I washed my face with tears and lit a lamp to study hard. This endurance lasted for three years. *** After the college entrance examination, as usual, there is a graduation party after the results come out. The mountains are high and the roads are far away. I finally want to be away from these crazy people. I am in a good mood and have one, two or three drinks. I was drinking alone in a corner, but for some reason, someone always came over to bother me. Former roommate: "Today's food tastes terrible. Let's go have a barbecue together later." Former classmate: "What are your plans for the summer vacation? Come to my house and let's play games together." Former classmate I had a crush on: "Chen Chen, where did you fill in your application form? Let's add a contact information and keep in touch in the future." The wine was really high, and in my hazy eyes, I saw the God of Learning walking towards me: "Chen Chen, I like you, can you give me a chance?" The glass fell to the floor, and I ran away before I could make any more fools of myself. *** Drinking made things worse. That night, I had nightmares all over my body. I dreamed that I was taking an exam in the first grade of high school. I couldn't understand a single question, so I drifted out of the examination room. The god of learning blocked my way and stared at me: "Chen Chen, I like you, can you give me a chance?" Help! I woke up from the dream and couldn't help holding my head and shouting: "No, is he sick?!" "Classmate, we are taking exams now, please don't make any unnecessary noise, okay?" Help! Did I really travel back to the first year of high school? ! Concept: He is beautiful and noble, and he knows nothing about fear. ——"The Old Man and the Sea"