Psychologist Bai Jin is a realistic pessimist. She suppresses her feelings for a long time, disguises herself, and hides it from everyone.
She doesn't know what love is, let alone how to love others. She looks strong, but is very fragile on the inside. She can empathize with everyone, but she can't accept her own life.
After experiencing too much, she finally couldn't walk anymore. She jumped repeatedly between life and death, but there was always someone who appeared and pushed her to the limit of her life.
Duan Xingzhou said that this story should have a good ending, but when he turned around, he realized that it was all his imagination.
Bai Jin failed to break the cage that trapped her, nor could she untie the knot in her heart. She was completely freed from it, but Duan Xingzhou, from beginning to end, never thought about surviving.
I know there is no "if" in the world. There are always too many things that people cannot achieve perfection and cannot change and regret. Those things slowly turn into regrets, so people create the false word "if" to pin those regrets.
Duan Xingzhou stood in front of Bai Jin's tombstone and said to the girl he could never forget, you said you were afraid of delaying me and not being able to give me what I wanted. You were afraid of this and that, but you were not afraid of losing me.
Intention: bumping and stumbling, but still to no avail in the end, it is a choice and also a destiny
