The last book I signed was a naked run without an outline. It was a bit painful for me to write, so I put it aside for the time being (it will fill in the gaps). This one has a strong desire to express myself, so I used it to make a transition. Currently, the progress of saving the manuscript is 18/30, (I try to save as much as possible)
# Duplicity/morbid literature/damp possessiveness/secret love at the end of the year/tolerance and pulling/"know three things and act as three"
Bright and flamboyant, the screenwriter of Wealthy Flower × has low self-esteem, dark and crazy criticism of the anesthetist
Chen Tizhou has a secret that has been hidden for many years.
——Fang Zhishan.
During her freshman year, her father passed away and her mother remarried and started a new family. People there did not allow her to have any contact with the past. Therefore, Chen Tizhou, who was part of his mother's "past", undoubtedly became the one who was abandoned.
"..."
In fact, it's not bad to tell the truth.
Even if his father was alive and his mother had not left, Chen Tizhou's life would not be much better.
Now this result can be regarded as a kind of purity and relief for him.
However, it was also this year that Chen Tizhou encountered the first and only ray of light that could shine into his heart during the fifteen years of darkness.
"..."
Fang Zhishan was always surrounded by people, and Chen Tizhou understood deeply that she never lacked his little love for her.
During the two years of college, behind the scenes that Fang Zhishan could not detect, Chen Tizhou quietly stood in the darkness, standing under the shadow of the sun, secretly peeping at the beautiful sun that would never shine on him.
She has a boyfriend.
He has a good family background, good moral character and good character.
She seems to like him very much.
When I'm with him, I'm always smiling.
Their relationship is very stable.
Don't get angry, don't argue, don't break up.
Chen Tizhou knew how unbearable he was and was not even qualified to get close to her.
He despised and hated himself for being so incompetent.
After graduation, Chen Tizhou did not dare to pry into anything about Fang Zhishan.
This coveting heart was buried deep in my heart, but it could not be forgotten with time. His desire for Fang Zhishan became stronger day by day in the days when he could not see her.
…
Until later, in Chen Tizhou's life, there was a boring day, a boring job, and a boring day——
The moment the elevator door opens.
Chen Tizhou's heart staggered uncontrollably.
It was also at this moment that the heart in my chest, which was beating numbly day after day, suffocated convulsively.
"Do you like him more, or me?"
"I like you."
Chen Tizhou didn't believe it and hugged her tightly with paranoia, which was deep-rooted.
Jealousy destroyed his sanity, driving him almost crazy, and the ends of his eyes were dyed a coquettish red.
"Fang Zhishan. When you look at me, who are you thinking about?"
Chen Tizhou knew it.
Fang Zhishan said every word of love to him, from beginning to end, it was just looking at another person through him!
Later, Chen Tizhou's carefully constructed disguise was torn off.
After passing out, Fang Zhishan responded with a complete imprisonment under a pair of cold shackles——
"Fang Zhishan, you shouldn't pity me."
——
Reading tips:
The male and female protagonists are both physically and mentally clean, and the female protagonist is 3. The male has an abnormal psychology and a weak sense of morality. He is not a perfect character. He has more than one extreme and extreme behavior (not towards the female protagonist), and it becomes more and more serious in the later period! If you feel any discomfort while reading, run immediately!
The first version of the copy was left on 2025.9.5 And has been screenshotted
Intention: Clear the clouds to see the sun, and see the scenery from the clouds