Lin Youran, a Chinese girl who has been in Paris for five years, drifts in the art circle and the fringes of the city. She is independent on the outside but sensitive and contradictory on the inside. She longs to be close, but is afraid of losing control. She and Lu Zhixing, a third-generation immigrant who grew up in France, test the boundaries of intimacy through repeated testing, separation and recombination. The promise of exclusive could not resolve the rift between money and love in her childhood. She grew up between her parents' quarrels and financial constraints. She always yearned for a sense of security, but she swung between desire, anxiety, compromise and self-esteem again and again.
Their relationship is like a shadow in the morning light and night in Paris - fierce quarrels, brief nostalgia, tentative reconciliation, and being brought back to the starting point many times by the test of reality. In subways, galleries, foreign streets, cafes, letters home and late-night dreams, she wanders between various cultures, job hunting dilemmas and identity anxiety. Every moment of trying to embrace, there is hidden the pain of being replaced and uncertain belonging.
Purpose: On the edge of love and loneliness, to test the growth of women