In my freshman year of high school, Jian Jue, who was in the top class, deliberately failed in the exam and became my deskmate. He was smart and proud, and I was taciturn.
I once plucked up the courage to confess my love, but he said, "I don't like men." When he was hospitalized with a high fever and I took care of him day and night, he pulled me on the hospital bed and said, "Jiang Yan, do we want to be together?"
Later he went to the University of Science and Technology of China, and I passed the exam. Until that rainy night, he stood in the convenience store where I worked and said with red eyes: "Let's break up, I don't like the caution of the poor."
Intention: redemption, class, growth, mark of the times