The story of two madmen falling in love.
Xu Qingkun never thought that after many years, the "white moonlight" hanging at the top of his heart would envelope him like a cage.
The youthful feelings of the past were twisted in the gap of reunion, turning into cold shackles and painful pain. The crisp sound of broken arm bones, the mark of a hot slap on the cheek, the dull pain of hunger gnawing in the stomach day and night.
What's even more suffocating is that the abuser will immediately hold him tightly in his arms. Luo Zhongyan's arms were hot, and his apologetic whispers were filled with shuddering tenderness, over and over again, trying to crush his sanity.
Memories go back to high school. Xu Qingkun was not ignorant at that time. He could clearly see the burning light in Luo Zhongyan's eyes. It was just the arrogance and playfulness in the young man's mind that caused him to choose another response - alienated arrogance, carelessly toying with the other person's inferiority and piety.
It was like watching a firework that was lit exclusively for him, with secret control and the pleasure of looking down.
What about now?
This bone-gnawing pain, this collapse of dignity, this darkness and imprisonment... Could this be the reward for his youthfulness? Is it fate's belated reckoning with his arrogance?
Absurd.
The hatred in his heart was like poisonous ivy, which had long been out of control. He hated Luo Zhongyan's madness, hated this atrocity in the name of love, and hated his own powerlessness while in prison.
However, under the ruins burned by hatred, another emotion that was more secret and difficult to get rid of was like a dark fire, licking his soul in a silent place.
He hates him.
He loves him.
(First person subject perspective warning)
Concept: In love, the projection of certain qualities of others is actually a kind of harm.
