To My Unlovable White Moonlight

"I have a Bai Yueguang whom I have been in love with for a long time, but she doesn't know" Super sassy and loyal dog, persistent attack (Wei Chu) x Gentle, bright and white moonlight (Bian biànli) The first time I met Bian Li was in the small courtyard of my neighbor's house. At that time, she was a little older than me, about two or three years old. She had a pair of small dimples, and her smile was really sweet. I was fascinated by it at that time, thinking that such a beautiful little sister must be in the sky and not in the earth. I kept pestering my mother to let me play with my sister, and I was allowed to drag my sister to dominate the kindergarten for a while. After a few weeks, she disappeared. When my mother said that her father was a botany professor, I thought, after all, my parents are so cute, so I have to keep up with them. What if she doesn't like me next time we meet? Even though I am naturally beautiful, since then I have paid a little attention to some knowledge about flowers and plants. After all, I am a real beauty control person. The second time we met, I have a deep impression. She was wearing a long white dress at that time, and she looked like the white moonlight in ancient novels. She just smiled at me and didn't say much, but she was still extremely gentle. I later heard that she had an extremely difficult disease to treat, which is probably why she and I were not very close. The last time was when I just graduated from college. I was focused on learning how to race cars. I wanted to be like those sassy female motorcycle riders, carefree and heroic. That time happened to be at a graduation party. She was taken by a classmate. I almost lost my eyesight at that time. Maybe it was that time that struck something in my heart. It may be that we have been in love for a long time, or you can say that I have been plotting evil things for a long time. We gradually, or you can say it's me, we have experienced a lot of things together. I have to say that she has really implemented Bai Yueguang's attributes to the extreme. She has a list filled with all the things she wants to do. She is determined to help people in the world. It may be ridiculous, but it may also be desirable. I heard that she had learned Persian, so I learned the same language without telling her. Maybe this would make me feel close to her again, just like when I was a child. She has never accepted me, or maybe she really just regards me as a friend? Another year has passed. It seemed that she couldn't hold on anymore. It snowed heavily that day, but my memory is still fresh. I didn't see her for the last time, nor did I receive her suicide note. I'm just stubborn and want to find something. I feel like I'm going crazy and do some incomprehensible things, but I also seem to have messed up a lot of things. The cactus she had kept for a long time still stood in the corner of the ward, and the scratches on the wall seemed to be able to piece together a certain language "Tiám" I don't understand I can't understand a lot of things Everybody doesn't understand me, they think I might be crazy and I don't know But there is only one thing I should know: I don't want to let you down, and you are my white moonlight Intention: No matter what, our life will never come to an end (The first half is from Wei Chu's perspective, which may be longer. The second half is from Bian Li, a very gentle Bai Yueguang character, a perfect Bai Yueguang feeling, a two-way secret love story. The paragraph at the beginning of the copy begins with Bian Li's text, and Bian Li's cancer setting) Intention: No matter what, our lives will never come to an end.