Note beforehand:
A coming-of-age novel with a long time span, many characters, many trivial matters, a long main line, and complex components. There are very few Kasugamaki campus parts, and the rest is normal.
HE long form
(You can read each volume individually, or they can be read together)
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Our heroine talks about jealousy with her friends, doesn't talk about the future with her lover, is estranged from her relatives, and has been separated from the most important person for six years. She talked nonsense, she dared to love and hate without restraint, she said that she was still young and had plenty of time and energy to squander.
My name is Li Zhixiu.
When I was four years old, I was standing under a tree at the end of the village, longing for my parents who had gone out to work to come home, but I knew I wouldn't be able to wait.
In the middle of summer when I was ten years old, my parents picked me up from my aunt's house. My cousin gave me his favorite doll. I was not as happy as I imagined.
In the late autumn of the first year of junior high school, I met my elementary school classmate again. I knew he kept talking because he cared about me, but I scolded him. His eyes were bright.
At the end of spring in the second year of junior high school, I forced a smile on my best friend's face and left her house to cry alone. After walking alone for a long time, she sat at the door of my house and smiled at me.
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I forgot a lot of things, I forgot a girl. When I met her when I was a freshman in high school, she was surrounded and beaten. The person who was beaten was hospitalized and did not call the police. Then I saw her at the beach and thought she was going to commit suicide. I tried my best to persuade her, but she just stared at me blankly and smiled. She asked me to do her a favor, and I agreed. Later I found out she was lying to me.
I had a deskmate in elementary school named Chen Yi.
He is very smart, rich and handsome. When he was a child, he was cold and good at doing bad things in a low voice. He didn't like to smile at that time, but his smile was very cute.
He was in the same class as me in high school. He has changed a lot. He is kind and friendly to everyone he talks to, like a "smiling tiger". He doesn't seem to care about the things I scolded him about before, probably because he doesn't care about me anymore. I think it's great that he is more open-minded than me.
As for him, he is a potential "tsundere" and has basically never taken the initiative towards me. I don't know which muscle I broke in high school, but I could run into him everywhere.
At first I thought he liked me.
Later I felt that he didn't like me.
Because I kind of like him.
Purpose: Love life