"Back to Summer"

This is my first work. After two years, I finally have the opportunity to share it with you. Generally speaking, this may be a very long and short story woven from dreams. She may be like me, or she may be like everyone who reads this story; and the other may be like the person I have thought about but cannot find, or she may be like the god I have long expected to see. What is 19-year-old Cheng Jinchen thinking? She imagined that she could not be bound by her family and become a free and carefree person. She imagined that someone could come to save her, hold her hand and lead her to the mountains and seas. The reality has always made her eyes blurry. She has been suppressed and belittled by her parents since she was a child. No matter how good her grades are, it is just a label used by her parents to put on her face. She has never done anything she wants to do. Her family's attitude makes her cold and emotionally dull. She is wary of everyone and naturally has no friends. At the age of 12, she was admitted to Yishui No. 1 Middle School for the first time. She was caught reading romance novels by her parents, who tore the book in front of her and scolded her for being embarrassed. When she was 15, she failed in the exam and was slapped by her father. Until she was 18, she was admitted to a university far away from home and wanted to start a new life. When she was 19, her father died of a sudden heart attack. Her mother found her and forced her to come home from outside, and she was imprisoned again. The pain of childhood, the confinement of youth, and the pressure of adulthood made her world completely dark. She thought about committing suicide, but she was afraid of pain. She was tired. She imagined that someone could come to save her, but she couldn't hold on anymore. Sleeping pills taken at midnight are not bitter at all. It is said that people who are about to leave this world will think of everything in their lives. Her 19 years were like a movie. The difference was that in her memory when she was 12 years old, there was a person who seemed to have been waiting for her. Her name is Ren Changxia. Later they got to know each other and couldn't help falling in love with each other. Ren Changxia said that Cheng Jincun was a good-looking, kind and outstanding girl. Cheng Jincun felt that Ren Changxia was very gentle and patient. The journey with each other was not smooth sailing, but fortunately, they got married after four years and gave birth to a daughter two years later. In the end, there was no farewell, just a word of waiting for me to come back, and I woke up from the dream... (Cheng Jincun struggled to start a new life, and found her 9 years later at the age of 28) Intention: Those who wait will appear