In fact, I knew about this. Meng Dong personally wrote me an email a week before his death. He may have hesitated for a long time, but finally he had to write this letter, in which he confessed the matter to me. He said that he could not marry me because he suddenly realized that his feelings for me had always been that of a relative and not a lover. He suddenly had an idea and quickly positioned the relationship between him and me for more than ten years as a brother-sister relationship. Then he confessed that he met the goddess in his heart during the war. Just like what was shown in the old movie "War Lovers", the hero fell in love with the heroine as if he had lost his soul from the first sight he saw her.
Fall in love with her.
It's hard for him to remember his feelings for me at that moment, but it's a pity that he forgot that he once said he loved me.
Losing you is indeed an irreplaceable regret, but I still have to continue to move forward. This is the meaning since I said goodbye to you.
Frankly speaking, this is a story with no outline and no direction. When it first appeared in my mind, it was just a parting episode. I didn't know what a woman should do and where she would go after she lost her lover, ruined her career, and lost the part of her life that supported the meaning. I invite my readers to join me in finding the answer.
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Alas, I really felt a lot after reading this article. It is very well written. The ending may be a bit rushed (the endings of all articles are quite difficult. I want all readers to be satisfied with this). But I love the first half of the book. The description of the heroine's self-reflection and the people around her has the cruelty of reality and the small warmth.
"I'm saying, if I love you can make you feel at ease, I can say it a hundred times a thousand times. But I think, before saying this, I need to understand what love is, what does the sentence I love you mean, what kind of responsibility does it bear, and can what it promises be accomplished? I am thinking about a woman, a woman like me, I have my own job, I am not bad at ability, I have a good brain, and my body is always healthy. A woman like me needs a man's support The words are not to ask him to support me, not to ask him to rely on me. For me, who is nearly thirty years old, saying love to a man is not as simple as one sentence. Saying love now and saying love when I was 18 or 19 years old are two completely different things." I let out a breath, looked at him, and said seriously, "I don't believe that I love you, but I think maybe I can put it another way, Fu Yirui, I can't stand the possibility of being separated from you."
More heart-warming than my love for you
It's really good, the story is well written, and the writing style is also my favorite type. The characters in the story have their own thoughts and persistence, and it really made me feel a lot. I like the author a lot ~
That's right, because I used to read articles of this level all the time, and then I found that Jinjiang nowadays, except for a few old authors, can't stand it at all. I think I added Ah Shui's KouKou account and KouKou group back then, but now we don't log in to KouKou very much. Time flies so fast.
I don't know why, but I get HI when I see a jealous plot.
I have been coming to Jinjiang to read literature for two or three years... If I had found this classic and good book from the beginning, maybe the standard of reading literature would have improved a lot in one go!
Readers ten years later still find this book great!
Although this article was written a long time ago, I still want to throw a tantrum.
It's a very nice article. I read it in one sitting and I really like the author's writing style. It's so delicately written! I hope the author will work hard!
I still see it now! Very OK! I like you so much! Came from Douban!
It's beautiful, the author's writing is good, and the heroine is also very sober in her relationship.
Alas, I really felt a lot after reading this article. It is very well written. The ending may be a bit rushed (the endings of all articles are quite difficult. I want all readers to be satisfied with this). But I love the first half of the book. The description of the heroine's self-reflection and the people around her has the cruelty of reality and the small warmth.
"I'm saying, if I love you can make you feel at ease, I can say it a hundred times a thousand times. But I think, before saying this, I need to understand what love is, what does the sentence I love you mean, what kind of responsibility does it bear, and can what it promises be accomplished? I am thinking about a woman, a woman like me, I have my own job, I am not bad at ability, I have a good brain, and my body is always healthy. A woman like me needs a man's support The words are not to ask him to support me, not to ask him to rely on me. For me, who is nearly thirty years old, saying love to a man is not as simple as one sentence. Saying love now and saying love when I was 18 or 19 years old are two completely different things." I let out a breath, looked at him, and said seriously, "I don't believe that I love you, but I think maybe I can put it another way, Fu Yirui, I can't stand the possibility of being separated from you." More heart-warming than my love for you
It's really good, the story is well written, and the writing style is also my favorite type. The characters in the story have their own thoughts and persistence, and it really made me feel a lot. I like the author a lot ~
That's right, because I used to read articles of this level all the time, and then I found that Jinjiang nowadays, except for a few old authors, can't stand it at all. I think I added Ah Shui's KouKou account and KouKou group back then, but now we don't log in to KouKou very much. Time flies so fast.
I don't know why, but I get HI when I see a jealous plot.
I have been coming to Jinjiang to read literature for two or three years... If I had found this classic and good book from the beginning, maybe the standard of reading literature would have improved a lot in one go! Readers ten years later still find this book great!
Although this article was written a long time ago, I still want to throw a tantrum.
It's a very nice article. I read it in one sitting and I really like the author's writing style. It's so delicately written! I hope the author will work hard!
I still see it now! Very OK! I like you so much! Came from Douban!
It's beautiful, the author's writing is good, and the heroine is also very sober in her relationship.