"They say Chaoshan girls are born to be good wives and mothers——
Until I turned my life into a scar. "
After the Qingming rain in 1997, Lili was born in an old house in Chaoshan where he "worshiped the moon but not the master".
The umbilical cord wrapped around her when she was born is like holding onto the medical records and contracts thirty years later.
Four years of college: She thought she would gain freedom by enrolling in a university in Guangzhou, but at a fortune-telling stall by the Pearl River, she heard the saying, "If the sun sits on the womb, the god will surely see the calamity of life and death."
——Later, she understood that the so-called disaster was the decisive departure of her boyfriend of eight years when she was seriously ill, and the medical bills one after another.
After two years of treatment, in a rental house in City A, Lili was counting pills and writing a bucket list:
1. Live past your 28th birthday 2. Don't cry 3. Regain your love for life.
Until one day I saw my own horoscope, and someone in the comment area said:
"The Renshui merges at noon, and the desperate situation is the turning point."
Now: She is standing in the live voice broadcast room, with the beeping sound of the heart rate monitor in the background, sharing her and other people's stories to the audience who like her.
"They call me inspirational sister,
But I just want to go back to that rainy night in 1997,
Say to your newborn self:
'Don't be afraid, you will become your own antidote in the future'. "
Purpose: healing, reality