"You are so clear-cut and decisive, why am I so confused after we say goodbye?"
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The golden eyes were once like molten sunlight, but now they reflected a silence that was unfamiliar to Carlos himself. Two years later, he finally returned to the land he regarded as his home, and returned to the female insect with eyes as blue as the exhausted ocean - Elian.
Elian thought he was dead. He died in a desperate situation that Carlos didn't want to elaborate on.
But their reunion lacked the ecstatic tears Carlos had imagined.
There was "hate" in Elian's eyes that made Carlos' heart tighten. It's not resentment, but something deeper - a huge regret that "I should have been tired but I didn't even get tired of it". It was as if the sweet journey they had just embarked on, and they had just tasted the first sip of sweet spring, were cut off by fate, and even the "right" to let it naturally fade or even deteriorate was deprived of it. This "hate" is the pain caused by the stinginess of time.
Carlos is still the same Carlos. Optimistic, cheerful, like a little sun, good at listening, and always able to catch all of Elian's sarcastic remarks, temper, and silence with just the right amount of humor and empathy. He is an archaeologist and a novelist, and weaves countless stories in his writing. At this moment, he just wants to use his own existence to refill the fading happiness in Elian's world bit by bit.
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Zerg, mainly attacking Wen, he, has Wen and Chinese elements. For some reason, Shou thought that Gong was dead, but Gong was not dead. The timeline was after Gong returned to Shou's side, and his daily life was interspersed with the memories of Gong and Shou together.
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Carlos (1) x Elian (0)
Motto: The tide rises and falls, there is a time to trust