Nightmare, waking up before dawn. Sitting stupidly in the dark, my mind was in chaos. I could no longer remember the dream just now. All that remained was reluctance and unspeakable pain. When the sky was slightly bright, I got up, brushed my teeth, washed my face, and looked at the white of the fish belly on the horizon. It was another day. What would happen today? It seemed that from that day on, my days began to feel like years, and I began to feel that one day was repeating itself without end.