[The immature boy who dares not face farewell + the crazy bad wolf who has been infatuated for twenty years + the sad and warm man who was teased by fate]
Bai Weixi is an old classmate of my father's. He came to work on our cargo ship. I call him Uncle Bai.
As soon as we met, he inquired about my sexual orientation and accused me of being my father.
I was not convinced, "If you have something to say, you might as well say it to me directly. Why bother beating around the bush and make my father angry?"
He said matter-of-factly:
"Your father deserves to be angry! It's the fault of a son who doesn't educate his father. He only knows how to work himself out and doesn't know how to teach his children to be diligent, thrifty, and to endure hardships and stand hard work. Therefore, he deserves to suffer and deserves to be angry..."
"Are you being too lenient? You just..."
"You're just here to work, why do you still have to worry about the boss?"
For my father's sake, I didn't want to say harsh words to him. Unexpectedly, Bai Weixi took it one step further, pointing to the pots and pans and saying:
"From now on, when you are at home, you will be the one washing the pots, I will be responsible for cooking, and you will be responsible for cleaning up the mess. Do you hear me?"
Are you commanding me? I stood up, trying to build up my momentum, but Bai Weixi stood up not to be outdone, staring at me sharply with his long eyes, his sharp lips pressed tightly, and the rag still clutched in his hand.
His white short-sleeved shirt was too long, rolled up to his shoulders, and his arm muscles were clearly defined, making him look very powerful at first glance.
No matter in terms of figure or aura, he completely defeated me. I turned around angrily and complained to my father, wanting to drive him away.
My father said that he had no bad intentions, "Just grind it out and it will be fine."
But he was only nice to his father, wearing the same clothes and sleeping on the same bed. Because someone scolded his father, he risked his life to fight.
He is skilled in sailing, works quickly, cooks delicious food, and swims like a fish in the water.
Throughout the summer vacation, we sailed on the Huaihe River. After hundreds of miles of back and forth waterways and dozens of days and nights together, I confessed my love to him, but he said that my biological father had someone else...
The conflict broke out between his always gentle father and him, like enemies!
In fact, I already knew about their relationship, and I also knew that my father was terminally ill and would die soon!
More than two months ago, after he came back from the hospital, he hugged me and stayed up all night.
Soon he asked an old classmate to help him sail the boat. In fact, he wanted to entrust me to him because my mother died in childbirth and my father was an orphan. I was about to become an orphan too.
The three of us are all acting. I am tired, but what is the way forward?
Intention: Love what I love, regardless of time, space, life and death!