[BE] [narcissus]
The mirror is the only salvation and a prison of tenderness
When I stare at him, he stares back at me
This morbid two-way attachment has become the only sweetness in a broken life.
In my twisted family, my mother was taken advantage of, and my father was extremely sick, but it didn't matter. As long as I still had "him", accepting the pain was just a means, and being submissive was the goal.
But when "his" eyes turned to someone else, I could no longer stay rational.
Since we can't be attached to each other in life and death, then we can live together in the same hole - "As long as we both die, we can be together forever, right?"
Intention: Only me, love me most