**Jiang Yu was hidden in Lin Xi's diary for three years. **
Every page is filled with carefully calculated encounters, silhouettes peeking out of the library, and accelerating heartbeats on the sidelines of the basketball court. He was the out-of-reach school idol of the affiliated middle school, and the only light she pursued in her barren youth. She poured her humble thoughts into the anonymous forum "Secret Garden", using the pseudonym "Waiting for a ship that won't dock", and lived alone in a virtual corner. The girl breaks away from her addiction to the light of others, reconstructs herself in the ruins of sobriety, and finally becomes a dazzling source of light. "
However, the light never stayed for her. Jiang Yu's polite and distant eyes were like ice picks piercing all dreams. A lonely confession was exchanged for his clear and calm rejection: "Thank you, but sorry. "——There is no disgust, only complete indifference, which is more heartbreaking than humiliation.
The world collapses. Lin Xi deleted all diaries, cleared all traces of the forum, and bottomed out in the abyss of despair. **She no longer peeks at other people's light, but lives herself as a light source. ** Buried in a sea of books and writing non-stop, the manuscript paper of the literary society carries the power of transformation. When the laurels of the literary competition were crowned and the podium of the graduation ceremony was lit up for her, the girl who was once as humble as dust became confident, calm and radiant.
The eyes of the audience gathered together, and when they passed by the river island, there was no more waves in their hearts. **"I once thought you were the light, but later I realized that what trapped me was my own shadow. The shadows fade away and light is in my eyes. "** She strode out of school, and her secret love had become a footnote to her youth. The road ahead was broad, and the shore was in front of her. In her life script, the only protagonist was herself.
Concept: Women's light comes from self-awareness, not from the gaze of others