Emotionally parasitic giving + emotionally aphasic professor × learned helplessness + anxiously attached student
Desire for control × dependence
Shen Yan is the perfect observer
——She used ASMR to record Lu Qijin's breathing rate, used experimental data to measure her tears, and traced her outline in front of the surveillance screen in a place where no one was around.
"Sample V's mood is stable and her heart rate is normal." She wrote the 107th report, but the pen tip pierced the page.
Lu Qijin is a silent arsonist.
——She clutched the silver lighter but never lit it. Until that day, she burned all the experimental logs.
"Teacher," the firelight illuminated the old scars on her wrists, "Now, it's my turn to observe you." "
"We all have illnesses. "
Shen Yan's dedication is parasitism, and Lu Qijin's obedience is aphasia.
One dare not say love, and the other dare not be loved.
Until the centrifuge stops running, the murmur of heartbeats can be heard in the white noise
Purpose: This article explores the relationship between trauma and symbiosis through the mutual redemption of a pair of mentally disturbed people. Aiming to express: Real healing is not about erasing scars, but about learning to recognize each other's breathing frequency in the sound of rain.