"Love is as deep as the sea, and old memories are as far away as the sky." A sticky note with "caterpillar handwriting" on it was the beginning of Yan Xin's youth storm. She was caught off guard and fell into a world named Yu Qin - a girl with a gentle smile and a unique fragrance lingering in her hair.
From then on, Yan Xin's world revolved around Yu Qin: the reckless confession during class exercise was the clarion call of heartbeat, the following eyes in the information class were silent attachment, the snacks stuffed on the desk were clumsy flattery, the side profile of a shark with its hair tied was an engraved scenery, and the blue diary was full of passionate words that had nowhere to go.
Yu Qin's acquiescence - "Just do whatever you want to do" - was like a drug, making Yan Xin indulge in the ambiguous warmth, thinking that he had touched eternity. In the dark night when the school is closed due to the epidemic, the clasped hands and the kiss that cannot penetrate deeply are the illusions that they are closest to love.
However, the ice wall of sexual orientation was finally shattered by reality, and the announcement that "I can never like girls" was like the first snow in the cold winter, freezing all Yan Xin's fantasies about "falling in the snow together and growing old together." Heartbreak is not the end, but the beginning of a long struggle.
In the name of friendship, they staged tacit separations and reunions. However, the sourness of "How can we be friends with people we like?" Is filled with countless tentative approaches and distances...
Post-it notes have long since turned yellow, and snow has fallen year after year.
"Loving is a choice, so is leaving."
Let's fall in love, we will eventually be separated.
"Yu Qin, take me away."
"We are not of the same world."
In fact, I am willing to accept any kind of world...
Are those throbbing, painful and tender fragments a cage that traps each other, or are they the deepest imprint of life left by youth on each other? Where will this obsession ultimately lead them?
Intent: In the ignorant and passionate youth, a hopeless but pure same-sex love teaches us the courage to love, the pain of letting go, and the growth of rebuilding ourselves on the ruins of heartbreak. It celebrates the preciousness of pure emotion, faces the barriers between sexual orientation and reality, and records the entire process of a soul burning and cooling for love.