The first time Lin Zhixia noticed Cheng Jianan was on a rainy night in the second year of high school. He was soaking wet and hiding in the back alley of the teaching building. The blood on his forehead mixed with raindrops dripped on her white canvas shoes, like a coquettish flower. Later, she learned that this boy who was always beaten by his father gave her the only tenderness he had - the hot milk secretly stuffed into the desk, the umbrella handed to him in the rain at the sports meeting, and the words in the unsigned note that he "wanted to take her away from all the darkness."
They are like two weeds leaning on each other, absorbing each other's light in the depressing campus. Until Cheng Jianan took the charge of "cheating" for her and was expelled from school, he turned around at the end of the corridor with a broken smile: "Lin Zhixia, forget me." But she didn't know that what he hid was not only the truth about the scapegoat, but also the recording of her father threatening him to leave with her safety.
Three years later, Lin Zhixia was interning in the hospital and accidentally bumped into Cheng Jianan lying on the operating table. He became a street gangster, covered with stab wounds, but in a coma he clutched the long-faded eraser she had given him in high school. When she tremblingly uncovered the ferocious scars on his back, she realized the purgatory he had endured alone in those years - every scar was engraved with her name in reverse, like a self-punishment that no one knew about. It turns out that the most cruel thing about youth is not separation, but the way he destroyed himself to push her into the so-called "light", and her happiness has always been based on his flesh and blood.
Intention: Only when you lose something can you gain enlightenment