People are always too busy
trapped between likes and dislikes
I don't know if those things I haven't asked about really don't exist
Or maybe it really existed
What if those are love?
A high fever brought Su Jingnian back to the summer when she was 15 years old. She was finally able to hold hands with the boy who had passed away.
Every illness is an out-of-control dislocation.
In this way, 25-year-old Su Jingnian and his 13-year-old self exchanged progress and love.
25-Year-old Su Jingnian: Cheng Feng, I don't know what this feeling is, but I just want to make you happy.
13-Year-old Su Jingnian: I was at home a second ago, why am I in the school infirmary now?
25-Year-old Su Jingnian: Give me the anxiety, Cheng Feng, as long as you are happy.
13-Year-old Su Jingnian: Breaking up without experience, dating without experience, why do you want to steal my life?
25-Year-old Su Jingnian: No matter what, at least you are still here, and that is enough.
13-Year-old Su Jingnian: Cheng Feng, it's not that I don't like you, but is it useful if I like you? My life has become a blank space. My parents no longer want me, and now even my life has become broken.
25-Year-old Su Jingnian: I got into trouble. At the age of 13, I deviated from the normal track. This is all my fault.
13-Year-old Su Jingnian: I want to end everything. I have fantasized about leaving more than once.
Intention: Growth has always been about redemption and fulfillment, fulfillment of obsessions, and redemption of the past