*"They loved each other in the sharpest way, carving each other bloody, but they also became each other's only painkiller."*### **Shadow Layer of Shen Yan**
-**Physiological level**: The brain tumor causes occasional auditory hallucinations, and I always hear Wen Yi say "I hate you"
-**Psychological level**: Collect all her reports, but dare not like them (the social account nickname is "Atonement No. 42") -**Details of behavior**:
-Watching the video of her surgery repeatedly while having insomnia
- The phone password is still the breakup date ("remind yourself how stupid you are")
### **Wen Yi's Armor and Weakness**
-**Professional Belief**: Insisting that "doctors cannot be emotional towards patients", but making countless exceptions for him -**Emotional Conflict**:
- Secretly kept the cherry blossom specimen he gave me
- Every time he calls him "crazy", he subconsciously touches his collarbone (where he once left a hickey)
Intention: sadomasochism, big torture!