The author's thoughts:
This article is mainly about me and my ex-girlfriend. The main reason is that my ex-girlfriend has been separated for so many years and I still feel so hopeless that I can't let it go. I just wanted to write it down to remember my youth (?) And I definitely can't get it back anyway. The main reason why she posted it in Jinjiang was because she didn't want to see it and felt that it would be impossible to see it. As for friends, we are in high school after all, so there are many things we do in private that they don't know about, and I don't think they can tell. What's more, I plan to write in the first person, so I won't be discovered (I'm a coward).
As for this topic, let me put it bluntly, this girl is my first girlfriend, so I gave her a name that has no literary qualities. In fact, I was born in a science major and I really don't have much literary accomplishment ().
Then, I couldn't separate chapters or paragraphs, so I just wrote and cut off. In addition, because it's been a long time and I can't remember many things, I just wrote as much as I wanted. I don't know the length of the article, and I don't know if I can finish it. There may be many characters in the article, and they are all called by their last name abbreviations. There is no foreshadowing, just my classmates. After all, the high school life in my memory is not just me and her, so there is no need to remember it in particular. And please don't feel that a certain paragraph is redundant. Please understand that my life is indeed not a novel. Feel free to read it if you want, I mainly wrote it for myself.
That's it, if you can accept it, let's start——
Intention: I want to forget her but I can't let her go