One wonderful afternoon, I was lying on the bed. It was obviously early summer, but the temperature was extremely hot. The sweat on my back soaked my pajamas and stuck to my body, making it extremely uncomfortable. This reminded me of whether Kuafu was wearing clothes when he was chasing the sun. I was amused by this idea, but I did not move my body. The 21-year-old I was lying on the bed, looking at the sky as if my eyes were penetrating the ceiling. Am I already 21 years old? The memories from dropping out of school to now seem to have stopped at that year. I dropped out of school because of a stomach problem. I am introverted and not good at dealing with others. When I speak, I will start to worry about other people's thoughts and hesitate. They also think that I am troublesome, and because of this I really prefer to be alone. I remember reading a book before that said that stress can also cause stomach cramps or stop working, so this is probably the reason why I feel nauseous every time I go to school. After dropping out of school, my daily life is in the park besides eating and reading various books. I always choose the path with fewer people and walk into a small forest, imagining that I am standing in a boundless forest. Sometimes I will talk to the trees, even if there is no response, but when I go home, I feel as relaxed as if a heavy burden has been lifted. Maybe that is the response they give me!
An inexplicable throbbing in my heart brought me back to my senses. It felt like new life was about to burst out, but I had no way of finding out the source of this feeling.
This work will be mainly narrated from the first-person perspective. I hope you all like it!
Intention: Everything is done according to one's wishes