I Hate Having a Close Relationship with Him

I hate him for being romantic and passionate. But what I hate most is that my bond with him is too shallow. Too shallow, too shallow, too light. [Looking into his pair of kite eyes, you should know that my heart is empty] —— 1. Coffee shop assistant x Dazai, OOC short story fragment, Dazai left 2. First person, non-cookie Intention: shallow edge and deep edge